This is not omelette, it's "kok kok egg"..

My aunt went out for some business, so I have no lunch today..
Grandma suggested to fry the left-over rice but I don't feel like eating fried rice..
Then she said, "I am okay with anything, just warm the rice and eat with an egg will be okay for me too.."
So I said "Mama, let's eat like this then, I want 'kok kok dan'.." ^^

I remembered when I was young, I loved to eat my grandma's "kok kok egg" a.k.a. omelette..

Why is it called "kok kok egg"?

It is actually from the sound of spoon hitting the plastic bowl when we beat the egg..

We always use plastic bowl last time, maybe it is safer for kids like me who tried to help out in the kitchen.. XD

Since then, the special name for my home-cooked omelette-- "Kok Kok Dan" remains until now..

My younger sisters were also "taught" to call the omelette as "kok kok dan".. (good teacher right?)

It was the most delicious food in the world for me that time..

I even "introduced" this world's best food to my tutor last time.. (i think my grandma was kinda embarrassed that time.. lolz..)

It is probably a normal omelette for most of the people, but it is just so different for me..

I believe that I will never ever get the same taste from any places of this world..

It's the taste of my grandma's love and care..

It has never changed until today..

 

I do not know about you, but I believe that there must be some food, or something that will give you the same feeling like how this "kok kok dan" gave me..

It might be 'nothing' for others, but it is surely 'something' for you..

That's the taste..幸福的滋味~<3

dedicated to my grandma

~Lots Of Love~

生活，学习，爱。。

写这些，还是觉得中文比较贴近。。^^

最近的生活好像被牵着走，自己喜欢什么，想要什么都忘记了。
感觉像发了一场梦，梦醒后有那种睡不好的疲惫，还有不想面对现实的恐惧。
觉得自己好没用，好像什么都提不起劲，做不来，想逃离，想旅行。。

在这段时间学习了很多，看清了很多人和物，也看清了自己。
写张清单吧。。最近学习了的事情。。

1. 该放手的东西就不应该坚持，因为这样会把更有价值的东西放在一边。
2. 在你需要时对你好的人要好好珍惜，不管是真心还是背后有企图，至少他在那一刻是个“好人”。
3. 累了就休息。休息是为了更长远的路。
4. 发高烧时喝100plus真的会好！！^^
5. 很多事情，只有自己能帮到自己。
6. 不要随便让你的眼泪流下，尤其是在别人面前，没有人会可怜你。
7. 别以为你付出了很多就会得回很多，这个世界上的人只看见他们想看见的事情，想有回报都是自己奖励自己比较实际。
8. 长头发+矮矮+娃娃音+纯真可爱（不管是装还是真的）+看起来软弱的女生最受喜欢。以上条件我没有一项符合，所以自己喜欢自己就好。♥
9. 觉得被冷落时就想“有一天你们会后悔的”，然后再厚脸皮地参入大家。
10. 时常对自己说，如果那么小的挑战都不能应付，要怎么“有一天你们会后悔的”？
11. 我不是所谓的美女，但我也不是没有脸的怪物。
12. 这个世界很现实，如果你说你知道，再一次认识这个世界，你会觉得它越来越现实。
13. 一切过去，最想回家见奶奶。

好了，牢骚发完了。。
现在是要努力的时候，还有太多的事情需要做。。
加油加油加油！！

最后一部“电影”。。

忙碌了那么久，身体终于抗议了。。
好像很久没有发烧感冒的感觉了。。
可是现在不是生病的时候啊！！再过两天就演奏会了，还有一份超级难做（对我来说）的assignment星期一早上要交。。再加上CWW。。
我可真的没时间生病。。T。T

他们说生病的人不止身体，心灵上也是脆弱的。。
那如果在这时候再被人插一刀呢？
会是怎么样？

这已经不是第一次了。。
当我的技术不被肯定时，我可以接受，因为我也知道本身并不是什么值得重视的角色。。
一直以来都这样觉得，出现的原因只因为填补空缺的位置，永远都只是“临时演员”。。
这一切，我都可以接受。。
可是当我的努力不被肯定时，我真的不能接受。。
也许某些人觉得我不够努力，可是我的确有努力过。。
当我听到那句话时，我的感觉就像把一百个一天存一枚的一角钱倒进海里。。
虽然并不值钱，但也是努力了一百天的成果。。
我不能说什么，这个就是现实。。

亲爱的“导演”，
如果你是不需要我的话，为什么不要在开始就跟我说呢？
“临时演员”，也可以是抱着希望和期待的人。。
自从认识你以来，我的希望和期待，已经被抹杀不懂多少次了。。
在你眼里，我真的是那么没有价值吗？
当然，你有很多“专业演员”，甚至“临时演员”，在你眼里我的存在是多余的。。
那我岂不是笨死了？早知道我在一开始就该和你说我本来就想放弃。。
那样就不会努力坚持到现在得到你那么“体贴”的对待了。。

这会是我最后一次。。
最后一次，被你赶也不肯走的在你的“电影”里出现。。
哪怕我会被你讨厌，被别人说厚脸皮。。
已经坚持到现在，你叫我放弃我真的不甘愿。。
那一百个一角钱，不能让你倒进海里。。
就这最后一次，我和你的“电影”。。
不会再有下一部。。
我和你的友情。。我想你做决定。。

虽然会痛，还是要谢谢你。。


~Lots Of Love~

♥ Happy Mama's Day ♥

It's Mother's Day..
How do you celebrate with your Mommy? Bringing her out for a meal? Or cooking her a meal? Giving her a special present? A kiss perhaps?
If you are with your mommy right now, APPRECIATE it..
Because I'm away from my hometown, facing exams..
So I was not able to go back and celebrate with my grandma..

 my pretty grandma~~

I really wish that I'm by her side now..
She has just went through a surgery on 27th of April..
It was a success but she is still in pain..
I know that she must be missing me (bukan saya syok sendiri, nenek sayangkan Kuanie tau?)..
And I am missing her too..
I think this is the first time not being with her during Mother's Day..
I wish that she will recover fast and continue to enjoy a normal life without pain..
Happy Mother's Day dearest Grandma..
I love you very much~~ ♥

I once again wanna say..
APPRECIATE it if you are with your mom..
And do something memorable for her..
If you feel lazy for it..
Think..
Did your mom ever grow lazy for caring for you?
Did your mom ever said rejected you when you are just a piece of failure?
Did she give up on you even though it is tough and suffering during the 10 months of pregnancy?
Think of all these, and how much time more can you spend with her..
Maybe you would say, "my mom is young, I still have a lot of time.."
Then it turns out that you spend your time on working, dating, marriage, living your own life..
Until the day you felt that "mom is old", you will realise how much time you have wasted..
So APPRECIATE it now, right now..


~Lots Of Love~

Silent Hurt...

This is a trailer of a movie called Silent Hurt a.k.a. my very first production..
It's done by my group members and me for our PR Writing assignment..
Yea.. So there's no such thing as screening in cinema at all..
It is made specially for academic purposes..
We had lots of fun producing this movie for our mock press conference..

Silent Hurt- A story about a rape victim counselor, Christine who herself was a rape victim. She used to be a normal university student until the day she was raped. Her life changed and everything seemed so hopeless for her.

Directed by Kuanie Ng

Starring 

Auyong Huimin, 

Ian Lim, 

JaMie Lim, 

Christopher Chong Khan, 

Brandon Liang Chi Wai, 

Wan Jinn Seong

Special thanks for the crew members
Chloe Mak,

Carmen Ng, 

Shu Yi Yun, 

Yukiri Hayashi, 

Peggy Hor, 

Kweh Shin Yee

Please watch and give comments...
p/s: we are not professional.. just having fun.. ^^

Random..

I know that i've not been here for quite sometime..
I bet Nuffnang have hung my account??
Haha..
Recently my schedule is really really headache..
Like now..
I am actually preparing for tonight's show..
UTAR Model Search..
Don't laugh at me..
I know I don't have the qualifications to be a model okay??
I am performer for the night..
Performing Chinese Orchestra...
As a "K-lefeh" also..
Just wish everything run well..
Everything run smooth..
Everybody try your best!!


~Lots Of Love~

This is My LOVE for YOU~~

LOVE is written as LOVE in English, pronounced as "luf"..

 

Love is written as 爱 in Chinese, pronounced as "ai"..

 

Love is written as CINTA in Malay, pronounced as "cin ta"..

 

Love is written as 愛/あい in Japanese, pronouced as "a i"..

 

Love is written as 사랑 in Korean, pronounced as "sa rang"..

 

Love is not written nor pronounced in "Kuanie's"..

Just see LOVE, feel LOVE and love LOVE..

 

This is my LOVE for you~

Happy Valentine's Day~~ Enjoy the remaining time of the day..

~Lots Of Love~

 

 

Balik Kampung~~~ Ooo~~ Balik Ipoh!!

I've finally finish packing up my stuff..

It's CNY= Chinese New Year!!

I am now waiting for my dad to fetch me..

Cant wait to receive angpau..

Wear pretty clothes..

Have a great time with my grandma..

And of course the other beloved family members..

Wait for me.. I'm coming home!!

Happy Chinese New Year!!

 

~Lots Of Love~

Making It Interesting.. Kampar-Ipoh

As a student of UTAR Kampar and also an IpohMali..
I go back hometown almost every week..
The same journey the same road the same vibration of the Kinta bus..
The same duration of around 1 hour to reach Ipoh..
I have been studying here for almost two years..
The journey of going back hometown can only be described as-- boring..


But..
This smart-headed girl here decided to make it interesting for you guys..
Have a look on what I did today..
Firstly, I MUST take Kinta bus that follows the old road and not the highway..


At the Kampar New Town bus stop...

 

Listening to MP3 from my old Nokia 2130.. 

Bought myself a honey green tea and Cadbury Cruchie..

Who knows how long am i gonna wait there..

 

the shops on my left hand side and Grand Kampar Hotel in front of me..

With beautiful blue sky and white cloud.. Love it..

 

then i found out that it was bright blue sky on my left and dark clouds on my right..

big contrast.. and yea.. that's Kampar..

 

Anchor's truck passed by me with striking red.. Feeling the mood of CNY now..

I got on the bus~~~

 

  

it will only cost you rm4.60 from kampar to ipoh..

i have a habit of adding up the numbers on the tickets..

if you get a 21 in total, today is your lucky day..

remember to keep the tickets safe because the uncle will need to check it..

i was eating the Crunchie thingy.. and the uncle asked me "you are not scared of getting fat huh?"

am i really fat now??

What's outside?? (since the bus is driving kinda fast, i couldn't really take nice photographs.. please forgive the bad quality..)

 

passed by gua tempurung.. i had such a nice experience there.. ^^

 

kampung houses.. dunno why i just like it..

 

i discovered a church, a mosque, a chinese temple and an indian temple along the way..

i have never realise this even though i had been traveling on this road for almost 2 years..

things will only be found when you find them..

 

small sweet town-- gopeng..

 

  

here comes my favorite "portion" of the journey..

forgive me for the bad photography skills..

please notice the old-fashion and small-sized shops along the roadside..

this is Kampung Kebayang..

all the buildings there had actually removed for development except for this 2 rows of shops..

some of it has collapsed and it looks really fragile..

yet.. you can still find barber shop on business there.. 

Nearer and nearer to home sweet home..

 

one of the trademark of Simpang Pulai..

when you reach here..

you know that Ipoh is not far away..

There are a lot things in this world..
Things that are familiar to you..
Things that are routine to you..
You may find it boring very easily..
But things are dead and humans are alive..
You will always have the ability to change boredom to excitement..
Maybe you can tell me about your own interesting trip next time??


~Lots Of Love~

Disappointed seeing it floats..

Yesterday.. 21st of January 2010..
I have finally filled myself up with the courage to face the fear for pain..
I went to the Blood Donation Campaign organised by the First Aids Society of UTAR..
This is my very first time doing this and I was REALLY REALLY anxious and yet anticipating..
I weight myself at the counter and then I filled up the form..

my form..

I am number 22.. 

My housemates, Wendy gal and Rachel went first..

(pictures are blur because it's too far away..)

I bet they didn't know that I was taking their photos..

Wakakaka...  

rachel having her blood pressure test..

wendy gal in the process of donating blood..

Finally it's my turn!!!

I took my blood pressure test, passed..

and then blood test..

THEN..

"Moi, darah kamu tak cukup la.. Hanya cukup untuk sendiri kamu je.."

"Huh?? Apa maksudnya??"

"Your blood is floating on the top (pointing to a glass of greenish blue color liquid).. Means you do not have enough haemoglobin.. It's only enough for yourself.. You can't donate your blood.. Sorry yea.."

Waaa~~~

I really took a lot of courage to do this..

Because this is something really meaningful...

Even though I was scared but I really wanted to do it..

Haiz..

I was really disappointed.. T.T

But I will try it next time..

For those who have the ability to donate..

Please just go and have a try on it..

It will not harm your health while it might even make you healthier..

Some more you can help people in needs..

Think about it..

You just need to have a little bit pain on your arm for minutes and you save a life..

How good is that..

I wish I will be able to do it next time..

~Lots Of Love~

This is my love for YOU-- Siew Wuen

Although it's over now..
But I still wanna wish you once more..
Happy Birthday!!


This is my love for you... 
A D.I.Y card and this..

The ❤ that I put in the card... ^^

firstly, find photos of cute Changmin and Donghae..

print it out n' blow it dry..

cut out their heads

create their clothes..

they will be sending love to siew wuen.. ^^

make 'doink doink' head for both of them..

stick it to the card.. DONE!!

Birthday celebration..

four steps being a birthday gal- hold the cake, make a wish, blow the candle, cut the cake

extra step- cut wendy... XD

all of us..

siew wuen's presents.. 

A day for Super Show 2 tickets..

My housemates and me decided to grab tickets for Super Show 2..
So S.Wuen n me went to Kampar train station early this morning..
To take a train to KL..

We reached KL around 8am..
But we got lost when we tried to find the Monorail station..
So when we reach the venue for ticket selling-- Sg.Wang, 6th floor..
It's already almost nine..
the shops are still closed..

 

The tickets will only start selling at 11am..
But..
Check this out..
There is already so much people when I reached at 9am..
all super junior's fans waiting...

people in front of me..

people at the back.. 

love the backdrop.. ^^

 

Even though I am the no.46 customer..

S.Wuen n' me stood there for about 5 hours for the tickets..
My legs are aching now n' I wonder if I can still walk tomorrow.. T.T

The organisation company's system is not efficient enough to handle so many people..
Maybe they should set up more booths or maybe just get more tickets printing machine?
It's just my opinion anyway..


After this we had lunch in T-bowl..

I love the 'poops'..
It's so kawaii!


Going back Kampar by 6.02pm train..
me and the super show ticket!!

reflection..