Messy Day

Okay, I just did something "very nice" to my crisis management paper today~
I couldn't finish it in time and I bet the lecturer would love me because I exchanged the precious 40 marks with "crab" (crapzzz la) for him to enjoy..
After the exam, it seems like everybody agree that the time should be 2.5 hours instead of only 2 hours..
But it's over, the only thing I can do is to pray that the "crab" tastes great..
Now I should focus on the paper tomorrow-- Multimedia Tools for Advertising..
This subject is making my head explode and some more I am having it TOMORROW!!!
Luckily it's in afternoon, hahaha...


I didn't get to sleep last night..
I was tired but I just couldn't fall asleep..
I turned on the bed for one hour and I gave up..
So, I am extremely tired after my exam.. (you know how that feels like releasing a stretched rubber band)
I went back apartment (wendy is still sleeping) and slept..
Then, I woke up by a phone call..
When I tried to sleep again after the call, I thought of the dream I had before I was woke by the ringtone..
Oh my! It's so ridiculous and funny.. But I find it logic in the dream, why? XD
I laughed alone in my room like a mad person and the next thing I know is-- I am too excited to fall asleep..
I am actually tired and sleepy but I just couldn't get myself back on dreamland..
That's why I am updating my blog here.. =="

Tomorrow shall be a better day~ <3
Jia you study!!




~Lots Of Love~

This is not omelette, it's "kok kok egg"..

My aunt went out for some business, so I have no lunch today..
Grandma suggested to fry the left-over rice but I don't feel like eating fried rice..
Then she said, "I am okay with anything, just warm the rice and eat with an egg will be okay for me too.."
So I said "Mama, let's eat like this then, I want 'kok kok dan'.." ^^

I remembered when I was young, I loved to eat my grandma's "kok kok egg" a.k.a. omelette..

Why is it called "kok kok egg"?

It is actually from the sound of spoon hitting the plastic bowl when we beat the egg..

We always use plastic bowl last time, maybe it is safer for kids like me who tried to help out in the kitchen.. XD

Since then, the special name for my home-cooked omelette-- "Kok Kok Dan" remains until now..

My younger sisters were also "taught" to call the omelette as "kok kok dan".. (good teacher right?)

It was the most delicious food in the world for me that time..

I even "introduced" this world's best food to my tutor last time.. (i think my grandma was kinda embarrassed that time.. lolz..)

It is probably a normal omelette for most of the people, but it is just so different for me..

I believe that I will never ever get the same taste from any places of this world..

It's the taste of my grandma's love and care..

It has never changed until today..

 

I do not know about you, but I believe that there must be some food, or something that will give you the same feeling like how this "kok kok dan" gave me..

It might be 'nothing' for others, but it is surely 'something' for you..

That's the taste..幸福的滋味~<3

dedicated to my grandma

~Lots Of Love~

发恶梦

我又开始发恶梦了。。
虽然醒后想不起到底梦过什么，只知道两次都被吓醒。。
两次都有眼泪的出现。。

考试要到了，我发恶梦一点也不出奇。。
每次考试，当我要自己开始温习时，总是无形中给自己太多的压力。。
要做得很好，这样才不会丢脸，不会让家人失望，要记得自己身上背的责任。。
结果，到最后根本不敢开始温习，不停地逃避。。
然后再懊恼，讨厌自己为什么不能好好读书。。

是不是很笨？

昨晚睡不着，躺在床上想了好多，想到连恶梦都发了。。
现在唯一能做的就是不让自己懊恼吧，先开始读书，什么都不想。。
加油啊！只有你自己可以帮到自己了！！

~Lots Of Love~